Bleh

Okay, Here's My Deal...

The last few weeks of this summer have, well, to be honest and blunt, sort of just sucked skunk a$$.

I am so torn about school starting. YAY for routine and order. BOO for being away from my boys. I know that I am not physically ready for school. I have gained back almost all of the weight I lost after my pregnancy. I know a lot of it is related to stress, but some may be due to the borderline low thyroid level and anemia I have dealt with the past few weeks. My ankles are just killing me--yes, the extra weight doesn't help and I am wondering if there isn't a bit or arthritis going on there. At least my headaches have been fewer these past few days.

I can't get out of my funk. Now, I have to start physical therapy because my insurance company doesn't want to pay for an MRI. Just what I need--trying to fit in PT three times a week now that school is starting. Could it have been a few weeks ago when I had the entire days free? Nooo. With our oldest son starting preschool in a few weeks, that just throws a wrinkle in that as well.

I just feel like a big whiney eeyore baby wimpy McWimpface.